doubt

 Doubt is something that invades my thoughts a lot. I worry what people are thinking about me. I always think the worst, it doesn't occur to me that somone may be thinking something good about me. I did that last night at a meeting. This was all because the chairperson pointed at me instead of calling me by name. Wow, it's strange how my mind works and how  I create problems when none exist. I talked to some new people last night and the flashbacks weren't there. I guess I felt comfortable sitting with a bunch of new people that I knew.