not too bad

Tired when I got up this morning. Accepted job as asst. house manager yesterday. Feel good about that. It's always nice when somone gives me validation and has the confidence to give me the responsibility. Should work out well. Felt kind of hyper after my medication wore off yesterday. Trouble sleeping. mabe because i didn't eat a lot real late like i do a lot of times. Didn't take lithium yesterday. don't think it will do much good and i have been really struggling with the depression and anxiety. I think i want to be able to control it but i know that isn't possible without meds. I think if i take more meds it should be another anti-depressant. don't really want to do that but i will see how it goes.