A.M

Rough morning. Got up depressed and feeling sorry for myself. I am always quick to blame others when things are not going well . Fortunatley, now I realize it and remind myself that things do not come automatically without any action. A lot of times I feel like I am at the bottom of a deep hole staring up. I know I'm stuck but I just want to stay where I am. Barbeque this afternoon. Socializing with other people is what I need right now.