dangerous ground

Went back to my old place after work. Usually it doen't bother me to go there. Today those old feelings of wanting to get high came back. I thought it through and I know how the story ends. I was ok but got my stuff together and left after that. those thought don't normally come up that much especially since I don't have a hard time remembering how I wanted to die the last few years I got high. The fear and depression at the time was unbelievable. I have been going to meetings every day and will go to one tonight and bring this up.