perfection

I have a hard time accepting that I make mistakes. I always want to do everything perfect. When I do make a mistake I don't handle it very well. I get angry and panic. I desperately try and fix what the problem is. Today it was a machine that locked up at work. There was nothing I could do to fix it but couldn't accept that. I had to try and then failed and got angry, panicky and desperate all at the same time.