sunday afternoon

Went to church this morning. It was a good sermon. I got emotional toward the end. She talked about love at the end. It's the same thing I found which got me into the program. God is love. It's not about hell and damantion to me. I always thought that's what it was about. I was a little anxious later in a meeting maybe because i didn't eat yet. I thought about my past abuse. I don't want to picture or think about the people that molested me. I guess it's to hard to deal with. I begun to think about what happened but I started to put the right faces on my abuser. I think this will help get me through it.